Makes me wonder why and how anyone decides to get married. Sounds dramatic but I truly think that. I see the marriage my parents have and wonder how in the world they make it work so flawlessly. I know all relationships and marriages are work and have problems, but good grief I don't see how I'll ever be able to handle it.
I'm at that age where a lot of my friends are getting engaged and married, but then I also am at the age where more times then not I think about how we're too young to get married. It's not just playing house. You can't just go home and not text the significant other for a couple hours (or days) until you get over it. Nope. You're bound together legally and "for better or worse" you're, basically stuck. Now don't read what I'm not saying, I totally believe in marriage and look forward to it someday. However, I truly admire those who can make it work at my age (and younger for that matter) and stick through the bad and the good.
I have been chucked in a different direction in the past 24 hours and it's a hard pill to swallow and keep my head above water. I will not let this recent speed bump affect my work life and social life. It may slow me down and make me think twice before I start dating someone in the future, but I will not let this one get me down, again.
Until next time...
